The Dreaded TWW

The dreaded TWW has begun.  I haven't felt that I ovulated, but the watch seems to think so.  I am hoping that I did this month!!!  I know these things don't happen fast, but In trying to conceive so many things are off limits.  I haven't lost any weight, in fact I feel that I have gained weight but  I have been watching sugar and carbs, alcohol, coffee, caffeine in general.  I really feel like a glass of wine tonight.  I need to just de-stress, instead I played some games online.  I should of taken a walk, but it is still pretty cold.  I didn't get much sleep last night so I am hoping it will be better tonight.  I have an extra long weekend ahead of me working.  Ugh!!!  I pray that I am preggo, but If I am not I can't say that I just tried, it was like training for a marathon.