Friday, March 25, 2011

Tired and Stressed and can't have a glass of wine!

Well, I don't think this month was the month.  I don't have tender BB's this month.  I don't know if it is the fertilaid or just that I didn't ovulate.  Hmmm, I hope it's the fertile aid because they weren't sore last month either.  Since I took a vitex containing product last month it may be the reason why.  They had been really sore most other months.  I really really hope it's the vitex and not another non-ovulating month.  Ugh!!!  Please OV watch be correct!!!!  I will love you forever!!!  I can't wait to not wear it, I probably could of stopped when it got to OV day 1 but It says to wear it until it says NF(non fertile) again. I am so worried that it won't be tight enough that I over do it a bit and it is uncomfortable.  I have to say I didn't have any problems with it and  it seems to be right on for my fertile time.  The CM seemed to be at it's most at least.  I didn't do a OPK too, but maybe next month I will.  I am always up at strange times and I think it throws off my hormones.  I will have to talk to the OB when I go to visit after the next cycle.  They won't do any hormone testing until after the next cycle so I will just have to wait.

I really wish I could just a glass of wine to relax a bit, but not only have I gave up alcohol completely but it's the TWW so I am not taking any chances.  At least not any more, I feel like for most people it is probably ok, but for me it's probably the one thing that will cause me not to ovulate or something.  But, it would be nice...lol...I would give up alcohol forever if I could just have a baby, and of course a family of my own.

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